Tuesday

For some strange reason, I can't log into lazysunbathers today.  So I'll just have to switch this post over. 

Week 5 is starting pretty pathetic.  While we did swim yesterday and we did get up early, I was over my bike ride last night and didn't do it.  Nor did we get up early to swim this morning.  My hips/glutes have been sore AF this week from running too much last week.  So I just feel defeated.  Thankfully my diet has still be point on but I'm just over working out it seems.  I doubt I'll run today because I'm still sore.  I just feel like a big who gives a fuck.  Is it the weather?  Is it still January?  I'm just in one of those moods where I wish I could stay naked all day in bed.  Thats all I want...oh and warmer weather.  And for CFI to be done with. 

I just can't with the triathlon stuff.  I mean even though the swim didn't happen, I could still do that later today.  But getting on the bike for 1 hour makes me nauseous.  Or even a spin class makes me want to fucking kill myself. 

I honestly do miss crossfit.  It was so much more exciting to go the classes with programming, change it up.  But I hate what it did to my body and my hips.  I just don't think that the triathlon training is something I can get back into.  I mean I did that for 15 years, I'm kinda of over it. 

But I don't really know what i want, you know.  I really like circuit stuff, maybe I should try to do more of that.  I really want to do some sort of training that changes during the month.  Like January was cardio, what will February be?